Blind investment

Let it be by choice,fate or coincidence,
Those who knew will know how hard I've been trying;
Those who knew will know why I have to try;
Those who knew will know what I'm looking for.
but here comes the question.
What do I expect;
What do I do when it fails;
What if I'm nothing but a fool;
What if I'm just being taken for granted;
What if I just needed a companion.

I feel you man.I fucking feel you.

Adios.