冲动

对不起，我又要做傻事了。
这一切可能最后没有成果，
但是珍贵的就一定需要付出。
最后一次，好吗？

Blind investment

Let it be by choice,fate or coincidence,
Those who knew will know how hard I've been trying;
Those who knew will know why I have to try;
Those who knew will know what I'm looking for.
but here comes the question.
What do I expect;
What do I do when it fails;
What if I'm nothing but a fool;
What if I'm just being taken for granted;
What if I just needed a companion.

I feel you man.I fucking feel you.

Adios.

Confession

I have a confession to make.

I broke my vow to be respectful.

I told myself long time ago by any means always be the gentleman.
I did stuff that I regretted on my first relationship and here I would like to tell you I'm sorry again.
Now, I sinned again.
Trust is something I looked highly on.But that day, I betrayed myself , being so intrusive was never my intention until jealousy took over me.
Excuse I had in mind : You gotta do whatever it takes to protect yourself, love is greedy.
If I ever have the chance to tell you, I will. And I know that's the end of everything.
I will not deserve anything.
For now, I'll repay for what I've done with what I can do,at least.