Talk about mixed feelings.
First time leaving home for so long, to be honest, I'm excited and at the same time scared.
Definitely will miss the food in Malaysia, more importantly Bah Kut Teh.
Ironic is that I'm not even born in Klang but yeah, I've fallen in love with the Bah Kut Teh there.
I know I'm leaving in such a hurry cause I changed my mind out of nowhere early August.
But, I'm really grateful to have WK and SY by my side that night.If they didn't spend hours trying to persuade me , I might be stranded in Malaysia for another year.
Let's be honest, the ultimate reason why I didn't want to go at first was because of a girl.
I like her a lot, a girl with personality.Nuff said.
What happened was short and she's yet another complicated one.
I don't want to disclose much details since I don't find it important anyway.
Decisions are hard to make.And then I told myself , I deserve a happier life,enough of struggling with love, stop wasting opportunities just to try my luck.
Not saying I'm giving up on her.
Just she's too far away and I couldn't reach her;I tried.
-"If she continues to stay inside her comfort zone, waiting for that particular guy everyone got no fucking idea who he is, just let her be" -
I told myself again and again.I'm really tired of this kind of shit.I'm too sleepy to talk about her,lets skip for now.
So, what else can be done before flying off?
Meeting up with people of course.
Some people I've not seen for months, some changed some remained.
Remember the time I did a lot of complaining about people not willing to find time for meetups or make efforts.
Now, it got a lot better,every session is precious as gold.
I love listening to their stories,all the rants,all the bullshits.
At some point, I hated myself for not being to mix well with people last time,lost so many opportunities! Wasted.
Till next time.I'm too sleepy and tired after a long ass day.
Adios.
Ya doin good gurl ;)
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