Javla Fita!

Every time when I tried to get my fingers working on the keyboard after opening a new post sheet ,I stopped.That's why I left the blog dead for quite some time. I needed serenity for my poor mind and soul.
It's just me being me sometimes. Worrying about things I shouldn't worry about or should I say being too sensitive? There will be times where you'll be fully loaded with endorphins and times you feeling depressed/desolated/hopeless... down to the core.Ups and downs of life alright.

I was invited by my friend to  an employee training course seminar somewhere in PJ the other day.
At first I wasn't expecting anything, just thinking that there will be a speaker brainwashing people for the whole evening.Guess I was wrong. There were interactions among the audiences ( the speaker made us mingle around). For god sake it was awkward as hell, I wasn't prepared at all . We're expected to introduce ourselves and tell your partner(a stranger) about your goals.
I stood there for 30seconds, observing people around me, some could just pull it out smoothly, and there's me lagging. But at least I talked to someone in the end, talking about stepping out of your comfort zone. I can't start a conversation easily and let it spread like a wildfire , I need time. I knew this was my weakness all along , and it was one of the reasons why my friend brought me there.
Although the aim of the event was to promote the training course provided by the company but it was a good experience. Probably it was the age gap that made things hard, I'm like 20 and most of them are working adults from age 23 onwards.
The funny part was before the whole session ended, they placed few of their course graduates to talk to us in a small group. It was a pity for the girl who approached our group, I knew she tried very hard to pierce through our wall,proudly saying ,psychological attacks will not work on me.
If you ever known about emotional intelligence,I'm both strong and weak on that.
You know you're invulnerable when people keep attacking you with questions but they can't seem to make things progress the way they wanted.
So, be strong or to be eaten. To certain people you're a prey, they'll come hunting for you, why not turn it another way round,instead they will be hunted.