Economics-the study of bullshit theories which do not apply in real life.
Too many variables to be taken care of so it made no sense,but you have to constantly telling yourself that things that never make sense always are the one that make you learn!
This exam reminded of the good old days during secondary when people got so excited after finishing a particular paper. Everyone will be mingling around ,whining/crying/boasting on how the paper was.But , I stood aside yesterday when all my friends were discussing and questioning this and that.It's during exam periods I would notice all the little things, I no longer have the hype of doing things I used to do. I felt numb, like it's just exams anyways, you go in there do what you know and what you should,bam!That's the end. No more further discussion because that's the past.
I've noticed the change of mindset in me recently,I tend to move forward,I've stopped stranding at the same point over and over again although sometimes I did take a detour back to my past, but yeah, everything happened for a reason and what I can do is embrace it.
I'm not sure about other guys but I don't talk about my problems that often,unless its academic related.Solving it in heart or mind?Worst decision ever but I like that,I did that a lot and ended up trying to "kill myself",no I didn't attempt/try/want/need to suicide.Just killing myself inside if you didn't get me.
So how did I cope with it? Speeding.Yes I speed a lot lately,ever since the Cameron trip where my friend "forced" me to reach 160-180km/h just to keep up.Hell yeah it was fun,but not very fun since I'm driving that petrol sucker.Can't wait to get another car but I wish to pay the installments myself, so I just have to wait until the time is right.Soon enough,soon.Having an eye on Subaru XV or Honda HR-V, but first, learn to earn money and we'll talk about it.I do feel guilty buying things with my parents money, so I've cut down a lot of spending unless it's necessary.BUT,if they offer to buy,WHY NOT HAHAHA. I don't mind being spoiled once awhile.But, some people would just judge me as a rich kid so what can I do right? Watch me, I will prove you wrong. If you know me well , you won't judge me that way, except for the sneakers part,sorry about that.Oh, I've stopped buying for now, shoe price is getting ridiculous. Hobby doesn't count okay.Thanks.
I still eat normal food,I don't fancy abalone,lobster,.....[all the luxuries you name it], I can walk into the restaurant,sit down and look at the menu,slightly higher price?Either I walk out or I'll just order snacks. (If with a girl,things do not apply this way,I'm a dick HAHA)
I woke up at 7.30am, gravity was too strong i laid back on bed and woke up at 8.30am and until now,typing this after a game of DOTA.I still DOTA , just during exam time,other than that I don't even touch it.Why? Invincible stress. I swear this game is a waste of time and degenerating people.However, proud that Malaysians are doing good in the competition,all the best.
Suddenly I have this desire to keep on typing when I'm supposed to study.It has been a long since I wrote this much of England except for exams.
My unimates don't know I have a blog?Maybe I should share with one or few of them?
but there's risk.Let me teach you how to calculate risk:
Risk=Risk-free rate+ Beta(Market Risk- Risk-free rate)
Toilet calling me for big business,time to stop.
Adios.
"..oh I'll tell you all about it when i see you again.."
You're just like her
She's just like you
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