I guess i shall recall everything happened all the way starting from January?
January:
Oh yay?SPM ended not long and i was enrolled into TARC for A-levels,seriously,i didnt know what was in my mind that time.I didnt know what to study,just blindly decided to take A-levels in January,there was a tiny little regret in me i would say,I should had went to work for few months?I love the feeling when i get my hands on the money i earned by myself,rather than taking money from parents.At certain point of view,i find myself being spoiled by my parents hahaha,but i know they wanted the best for me,oh well.Maybe through working I would get to know my directions more clearly?Now,lets talk about the first month in college.As usual,people seeing me as an unfriendly figure,an arrogant person.Actually im not if you get to know me more hahaha.Starting of the month i didnt talk to much people because of culture shock at first,i have difficulties meeting new people,i just cant mix with people i dont know,i took some time to overcome all these weakness in me!Proud to say that that was one of the biggest achievements in 2013.
February:
Hah!The Chinese New Year month, also the only time i hanged out with most of my high school friends,in the following months ,everyone was getting busy and some starting to disappear hahaha.Just 2 months after high school,I was still in a state that missing high school like forever,missing everyone badly especially 5K-ians.February was quite a dull month after CNY?
March:
And here comes March,my birthday month!
It was supposed to be the best month of the year,but it wasnt at all.This was where everything changed,the major turning point.I was still in a 2-ears old relationship that time,well a lot of things happened ever since December and along the way until now,i still blame myself for not getting things right when problems came up.To be exact,i wasnt putting effort,thats what i felt after few months.But oh well,too late so just letting it go.Nah,not in the mood to talk about this,got sick of it actually hahaha.就当有缘没份。
April-September:
Im feeling lazy to list out things month by month you see,so im summarizing few months together,I knew i cant write a freaking long post for once.opps?Started to like college more and of course mixing with more people.There's something i enjoy doing was listening to other people's life story,their experiences and looking through their personality.I know it's weird hahaha.Sometimes i learnt things in life which i dont know how to express it out,just me myself understands.Nevermind forget about it.Also,AS exam was coming real soon!For few months i tortured myself at midnight not to sleep but study,just to restrain myself from thinking too much unnecessary stuffs.Looked awful and will never repeating it again,not worth it!It was also a great time for myself to learn to walk alone in life.Eat alone?Walk alone?Movie alone?No problem.Not till certain occasions,it sucked as F.Thats it haha.
October-December
AS exam started early October and ended late November,it was more torturing compared to SPM due to the gap between the papers.It's like you're on holiday but you were bounded by exams,the mood to enjoy the holidays wasnt there.First time ever having exams during holidays,why did they count that as our sem break anyway?Pfft.
As soon as AS exam ended,finally a small trip over to Kiasu land-Singapore with family.Stayed in Hard Rock hotel for 2days and it was extremely comfortable!Of course the price kills.When you wanted to enjoy life,money starts talking.Sigh.Then Christmas and New Year came! Spent both days quite differently this year compared to the previous years,at least im not stucked at home alright.
Most importantly,
I wanted to say thank you to everyone whoever appeared in my 2013 life,it doesnt matter you hurt me,hate me,love me,like me or did anything to me through out the year,what's life without all these right?I do have a lot of regrets and things to be done in 2013 but failed to do so,some can be brought forward to 2014 but some are just too late.Gonna start 2014 with a brand new resolution,to a better life,a better me.Continue to look for a reason to smile everyday,help more people,influence people whether good or bad,fight for what i want,fight for my own happiness.
2013 Achievements:
-ran two 10KM Marathons
-SPM 7A+2A
-Second place for SPUS Basketball competition
-Captain JHong for the Bball team!
-Earned RM75 by working as tuition centre admin
-Failed furthermaths
-First JayChou concert
Im no longer the old me (:
-Goodbye 2013.-
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