Monday, September 9, 2013

Waking up.

Oh yes,college break is finally here.Yay?Not really tho.
Since im so bored and i decided to crap something over here.It's only second day of the holiday and i dont know what to do now,felt so lost after trials.I had been digesting past year questions and notes for the past one month,I deserve a clap cause it was the first time this year i studied that hard.Literally?You can see how lazy i have became if you're to compare me back then in SAB.Lets forget about trials,it was a disaster,like tsunami,earthquake,meteor strike,SARS,H1N1 and all coming at once.Listen to me,dont take A-Levels if you are sure of what you want to study in future,just my opinion which is just crap hahaha.
Time is passing faster than i can imagine,few more months and thats the end of 2013,I dont know man,im just not ready for anything yet for now.And there's time i start to compare myself with the others,it sure demotivated me every time i thought about it.Things that im aiming for seems to be just a dream,so far away.What am i trying to do now is not getting me anywhere,wanted to be outstanding but didnt want to sacrifice and do some hard work.A joker i am hahaha.
Many things im still not used to it,i dont know how to express it in words but i just wish someone can listen to me someday hahaha,its gonna be annoying.
I guess thats all for now,just lost the urge to write,maybe im sleepy thats why,till then. (:

Good day!
Keep breathing,keep walking,there will be a way out of this.

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