College resumes tomorrow and im demanding for more holidays now.See?This is how selfish one can be,I was whining about how boring the holidays were and now i want more!?Ridiculous.
Alright,so i got myself back to watching drama again after quitting for some time.
There were things that attracted me to watch Triumph In The Skies 2 but im not sure what was it.
I heard people saying that it sucks/boring,well i could say that different people have different view?The drama was definitely great,unlike some drama which are totally bullshit.Please no offense intended.
Definitely there are essences which made it meaningful for me and i dont know how to tell people about it.Surely only i understand the best so let it be?Anyway who cares,as long as im happy with it.
AS exam is coming soon like real soon,time to put certain stuff aside and start digging in on books day and night.I really got no time to get over that shitty trials results anymore,dont worry,i still have motivation to keep on studying!To those people who are struggling in A-levels also,good luck!We definitely need them desperately,right?Or it's just me hahaha.
The human mind is complicated,you can control your own thinking but there are things which you just couldnt.I really hate it and you were all over my mind again after so long,like come on,why am i still keeping it inside,locking myself within the same world.Funny thing is,why do i even have the intention to check on you when i promised myself never get near if i still couldnt make myself clear.Someone please tell me what to do?I can help people out but i just cant help myself out.Ironic much?Seems like i will never grow eh?Dear JHong wake up, time to wake up boy,move to a new path already.
And i asked myself sometimes,what would I do when I see both of them on the street.
TBH,..........i dont know.
Thats all for ending my holidays!Goodnight!Keep fighting.
-This is the only place i can express what i wanted to,so im sorry to those who read my crap.I wonder if there are people reading it might as well make people sick hahahhaha.Much apologized.
Sunday, September 22, 2013
Monday, September 9, 2013
Waking up.
Oh yes,college break is finally here.Yay?Not really tho.
Since im so bored and i decided to crap something over here.It's only second day of the holiday and i dont know what to do now,felt so lost after trials.I had been digesting past year questions and notes for the past one month,I deserve a clap cause it was the first time this year i studied that hard.Literally?You can see how lazy i have became if you're to compare me back then in SAB.Lets forget about trials,it was a disaster,like tsunami,earthquake,meteor strike,SARS,H1N1 and all coming at once.Listen to me,dont take A-Levels if you are sure of what you want to study in future,just my opinion which is just crap hahaha.
Time is passing faster than i can imagine,few more months and thats the end of 2013,I dont know man,im just not ready for anything yet for now.And there's time i start to compare myself with the others,it sure demotivated me every time i thought about it.Things that im aiming for seems to be just a dream,so far away.What am i trying to do now is not getting me anywhere,wanted to be outstanding but didnt want to sacrifice and do some hard work.A joker i am hahaha.
Many things im still not used to it,i dont know how to express it in words but i just wish someone can listen to me someday hahaha,its gonna be annoying.
I guess thats all for now,just lost the urge to write,maybe im sleepy thats why,till then. (:
Good day!
Since im so bored and i decided to crap something over here.It's only second day of the holiday and i dont know what to do now,felt so lost after trials.I had been digesting past year questions and notes for the past one month,I deserve a clap cause it was the first time this year i studied that hard.Literally?You can see how lazy i have became if you're to compare me back then in SAB.Lets forget about trials,it was a disaster,like tsunami,earthquake,meteor strike,SARS,H1N1 and all coming at once.Listen to me,dont take A-Levels if you are sure of what you want to study in future,just my opinion which is just crap hahaha.
Time is passing faster than i can imagine,few more months and thats the end of 2013,I dont know man,im just not ready for anything yet for now.And there's time i start to compare myself with the others,it sure demotivated me every time i thought about it.Things that im aiming for seems to be just a dream,so far away.What am i trying to do now is not getting me anywhere,wanted to be outstanding but didnt want to sacrifice and do some hard work.A joker i am hahaha.
Many things im still not used to it,i dont know how to express it in words but i just wish someone can listen to me someday hahaha,its gonna be annoying.
I guess thats all for now,just lost the urge to write,maybe im sleepy thats why,till then. (:
Good day!
Keep breathing,keep walking,there will be a way out of this.
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