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It's Friday night! Time to get the party started? Well, I'm not a party animal, so bye.
A friend of mine called me pussy for not going clubbing, what can I say?
Going clubbing doesn't make you any manlier,you can go have fun, go grab touch smooch dance all you want cause I don't care. If I feel like going, I will join the ride,
I talked to Ellys that day when we casually went to sports complex to play pool but we ended up playing badminton with some random lecturers ( Only found out they weren't local lecturers after that and I smashed one of them in the chest,opps?)
And yeah, that's how she mentioned about my temper.Based on my smashing style, she described me as a bull.It sort of made sense because my favourite number is 6 , I charge in basketball*I'm a power forward* , I have the strength and my temper is bad in a way.Heh
I'm pretty  puzzled with my own character most of the time,like I'm constantly changing.Like the weather.
It made me pondered for awhile since I couldn't remember throwing my temper at anyone since the first day of degree or maybe I did but I don't remember?Relatively to years before, I'll consider that my temper has been really good.But well, she didn't know about my past.
I prefer to be a direct/honest person if I could.I felt that sometimes people deserve to know what exactly are people thinking about them or have some opinions on  them.
But many times when I'm trying to be honest with people,either I'll feel guilty afterwards or I'll be too lazy to settle the dispute I might cause and so just let it go.

Been on a 9AM classes spree for 4 days and having less than 6 hours of sleep,so I think I'm just gonna stop here. I promise I'll come back with a better update if I'm not too lazy.
Adios niggas.Miss ya'll

P/S: @JustAnotherMe , you'll get it once I upload a photo about that shoe on insta, soon enough I hope.

The Red Nike Air Huarache

You got your eyes on that red,

So did I.

But your heart wasn't on the same red as mine.

#SorryIbrokeMyVow