Fundamental

People been asking me this question quite frequent lately-"Aren't you sad?"
To be honest,what's there to sad about?Technically yes it's quite sad but you cant look everything in the bad way right?
I cant complain much because that's the choice I have made and I'm determined to deal with the consequences.Life is all about taking the leap of faith,I know it sounds suicidal but at least you tried you know?
There are things worth holding on and some arent,in the end you will realize the outcome is not important but the process is.
A lot of things you cant wait it to happen,it requires passion,effort and sacrifice to ignite the spark.That's why I always tell myself not to be passive anymore,be an active person.God knows how fed up I am sometimes having to deal with turn downs or declination.It sucked but I have learned things from there.
That's all for now I guess.
Adios.

*Ohh the encrypted message in the previous post,if you want to know,come find me*

The sky's full of stars but where's mine?

I love blogging at midnight,there's nothing to bother me,peaceful enough for the mind to operate.Well,it is also the time people's mind start thinking?Am i right?
So,I went out with my cousin sister to catch up with her and she surprised me with her "love stories".I swear they were epic and kudos to those guys who had the guts to confess.But seriously,they were like jokers.Who the hell confesses after meeting someone for once,like not even a day time.Give me a break!You aint buying a shirt hello!
She told me good guys are hard to find nowadays and I replied her so are the women,not girls alright.You see,there were a lot of them for a period of time and too many shits happened which caused them to extinct.
"A relationship apocalypse changed people's mind and their perspective,some gave up after shits happened."-This was what we concluded,it made sense in a way?Do you understand?No?Yes?Sokay,doesnt matter.
Previously I didnt dare to open up to my cousins because there are things I didnt want my parents to know.Now I find that they were more trustworthy compared to last time maybe they are all grown ups now?Im quite happy with it,at least there are close ones you can talk to.

All my senses come to life

Coffee and people, basically that's my life now. I dont like big group of people for coffee date because I just dont like it. 2 to 3 person will be fine. Dont get the wrong idea and things will be fine and smooth. You can just forget about the time and enjoy the day. Looking forward for more sessions! Adios.

My Dirty little Secret

Just another dream

Once again I have lost hope.
Things never did happen the way i wanted,well most of the time.
This is life i guess?Chin up! (: (:
I will keep searching,I will find you till the world runs out of petrol.

-I bought 2 books and I'm feeling weird-

Adios.

Random thoughts #101

I dont understand myself sometimes,neither my friends too hahaha.Ridiculous isnt it?
Oh well because this is JH,JH is being a JH.

Everyone has their respective ways of enjoying a process right?So dont judge without knowing anything.I enjoy being silent and feel the atmosphere,in a way I do sound like an introvert?Hah! I dont know anyway.

Holidays are boring,for now.Slack like a worm it is.


-Sam smith's songs are lovely-
Adios.