Hi.Im back after being missing in action for so long.Since im stuck in this bus on the way to pangkor again so why not make use of the time.
A2 just ended not long ago which means yeah I'm finally done with A-levels course. It was one hell of a 1.5 year course, spent so much time and effort on getting those past year questions done was something im proud of.Now just hope for the best result which will be releasing in August.Cant believe im actually parting with my classmates so soon,I mean im just starting to get along with them so well and everyone is going separate ways now.I really wish everything happened like half a year earlier.These people are amazing,from different personalities and dreams,I had learned a lot and inspired too.I love talking to them,you can just spit out anything in your mind and discuss about it.We can talk all day long,listening to different thoughts which I enjoyed very much.Let's hope our journey will not end here,despite being at different parts of the world or Malaysia.
Actually I had a lot of points running in my head during the exam month,just the usual me being lazy and making excuses,hah!You cant help it when your idea just poof,gone,vanished like that.Maybe I should write down whenever i thought of something next time.Sometimes these ideas just keep coming in when you are watching or experiencing on somethig but you are out of hands to handle them.Damn!
And so my journey on studying people continues.Let's talk about something called loneliness.Yes this horrendous emotion created by satan.*im just saying* You might think it is terrible to feel lonely but it's not when you can make use of it.Of course of course not that loneliness in the middle of the nightnight,just take care of yourself i would say,even i cant help myself with that hahahaha.If you have something in mind that troubles you then just express it out verbally or posting it on social media.Screw those people saying you're seeking for attention. HELLO,that's why It's called social media,but well dont do it quite often,that will make you look weak mentally.When you feel lonely, just do something to occupy yourself,since you are alone you can do whatever you ,take it as some kind of freedon instead of something sorrowful. It is always your choice on how you want to handle it.I know many people will just go emotional when they get lonely, that's not a good approach i would say.Instead ,just clear your mind and sleep or do something to distarct yourself. If you like gaming then game all the way.Music?Listen to something that hypes you up not emotional songs for goodness sake.At last alternative , just cry. Life is too short to be down (:
A few months break, definitely more than enough.It's only the third week and im bored already.Get a job?Sure,but i dont want my work to occupy my time. See the irony?Im freaking selfish and I cant help it.Looking for a job that I can actually learn something,hell no to promoter.Dead boring.Maybe i should just get my ass back to tuition centre admin.So in the midst of this boring holiday,I started to cook!I love food and so why not i make food too.Mum's a good cook and that makes thing comes in handy.Time to read some books too i guess,not story books tho,I can never survive more than 10pages.What a miracle right, JH starting to read, come come give me a clap.
Will update again soon!
Adios.
