Once again,im caught in between of something,but this time i guess i could handle it better?I've learned how to differentiate between the 2 "L"s
It was totally unexpected and i couldnt help it.Things just haunt me sometimes,it has been months,still it is not getting anywhere.
At least im cleared of it,there wont be any problem i guess?And i dont think anyone realized?good thing?yes no?
I just dont know who to tell,i need someone who can really listen to all these things.And......there....only that one.sigh.
Maybe few months were never enough,does this mean it will take years?
People do feel lonely at times eh?Been getting that a lot again lately,looking at people around me,all i could was laugh at myself,pathetic tho.
For what reason i did that?Oh of course i wouldnt spit out the truth,it would make things go wrong,definitely.
Looks like life is not as easy as i thought,I messed up too many shit already within these few months.Lost hope in studies,i wonder where's my willpower to score...sigh.Procrastinating everyday,running away from difficulties,i have to stop all these like as soon as possible.
Still telling myself,be strong.keep fighting.smile.
