Hi dear blog,im back again to write down my bullshits on you again.
Sometimes telling people my problems seemed to be bothering people although i know they wouldnt mind but yea still it is my own problems after all why want to disturb others?make sense?hahaha.
My mind was induced to think on something again after reading some phrases from one of my friend's post.
That day,sitting behind of the ''abudens'' during moral studies,i looked at them and i smiled.To be honest,it's not the first time already.Was figuring out what do i want,im trying my best everyday,looking for reasons to smile,make everyday a better day.Actually,this is tiring.
Do you people think im really a person like that?If you want to know, find out yourself.
Sometimes you wont know what's behind the smile.The water surface may seems calm,but you will never know what's below it.
What kind of shit feelings i also had went through,but they will come back sometimes,it cant be helped i guess.At least,they are not as bad as before.
I shouldnt give a damn anymore,so why am i still keeping that in mind?giving myself unnecessary problem.Maybe those things are binding me to it?
Im really confused,i should be able to differentiate between that two .This is what you get when you have too much of it i guess?Sigh.
Who to trust?who to rely on?who to keep close?Where are the answer to these questions marks?
Just hope this is part of the process.
Still holding on what i said.
Keep fighting JH,always keep your head up.
