What do i want?"i dont know".that's the only thing that popped out in my mind every time.Does it really take that long?Although a lot of things are getting back on track,but there's still this feeling which cant be described still haunting me.Why do i even care,why do i even look,why do i even concern over it again.
Everyday finding for a reason to smile,trying to make myself happy instead of waiting to be made happy.well,this is not getting me anywhere. So many things in mind,but just can transcript them into words.
都已经麻木了，自己也累了，说是放开了，那我还在犹豫什么？
要不要越过这条线已不是由我选择，是必要。
一切都无说为了，我还追究什么？
That 'once' is enough to kill.
Signing off.
Thursday, May 16, 2013
Saturday, May 11, 2013
Walking in a circle.
~Im getting lazy to write essays in blog so gonna make it as simple as possible.
Time is ticking fast lately,one month already passed.It was a hard time indeed,facing things which i wished they never happened.
Life is getting more interesting,everyone has their very own story to tell.There are a lot of things to be learned from there,yes this means more thinking.There's something wrong with me lately i guess?I cant solve my own problems but i tend to help others?I have this bad habit sometimes,i rather let people around me to be happy instead of making myself happy first,pathetic isnt it?
Let's talk about college!Yes,i just got back my exam papers,few subjects were bad,like very bad.When i compare my results with others,i felt like im the dumbest already,should had just gave up! Oh well, i get that always whenever it comes to exams...so whatever?
I guess nobody would believe this if i say that last thursday was my very first time playing in a Cyber Cafe?Yes,you got to believe it,I just did! What an achievement?Nothing much actually,just hanging out with my friends playing CS.It had been some time since i played FPS game with a bunch of friends,normally just myself playing with strangers.Anyway, must not let my self be obsessed with gaming again,studies first! I hope that works well.
Cass and Wei hwei are in TARC now,which means there are 2 additional SABians here!However, too bad Jian yik transferred to UCSI already,I didnt really want to say this but yea,I miss you talking cock in class early in the morning.Hope to get to meet more and more people through them!Im getting back my courage!
Thats the report for these few days for now (:
-Signing off.
Time is ticking fast lately,one month already passed.It was a hard time indeed,facing things which i wished they never happened.
Life is getting more interesting,everyone has their very own story to tell.There are a lot of things to be learned from there,yes this means more thinking.There's something wrong with me lately i guess?I cant solve my own problems but i tend to help others?I have this bad habit sometimes,i rather let people around me to be happy instead of making myself happy first,pathetic isnt it?
Let's talk about college!Yes,i just got back my exam papers,few subjects were bad,like very bad.When i compare my results with others,i felt like im the dumbest already,should had just gave up! Oh well, i get that always whenever it comes to exams...so whatever?
I guess nobody would believe this if i say that last thursday was my very first time playing in a Cyber Cafe?Yes,you got to believe it,I just did! What an achievement?Nothing much actually,just hanging out with my friends playing CS.It had been some time since i played FPS game with a bunch of friends,normally just myself playing with strangers.Anyway, must not let my self be obsessed with gaming again,studies first! I hope that works well.
Cass and Wei hwei are in TARC now,which means there are 2 additional SABians here!However, too bad Jian yik transferred to UCSI already,I didnt really want to say this but yea,I miss you talking cock in class early in the morning.Hope to get to meet more and more people through them!Im getting back my courage!
Thats the report for these few days for now (:
-Signing off.
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